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[ginasketch]

I can't bring myself to go into college.

I should go sometime this week...but...yeah.

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[hatsumomo.livejournal.com]

:(

[ginasketch.livejournal.com]

I just feel like crap lately.

I love animation but I feel like no matter how hard I try I won't get a job because I have a crap personality.

[hatsumomo.livejournal.com]

How are things in the industry?

[ginasketch.livejournal.com]

The industry goes up and down. Right now there seem to be a lot of openings for jobs, but I feel like I always fuck up my corresspondence with people.

If something goes wrong (i.e. my email being hacked etc.) I panic, and as such, the recipient gets a panicked email. Everytime I've done that i never hear from them again. They must think I'm a nutter.

Its made me really, really depressed, because I know I'm capable of doing good work, but my paranoia always fails me.

[hatsumomo.livejournal.com]

Hmm maybe like, write up a template letter on Word or something and when you want to make an application just use the template and enter details as necessary. It's boring but employers like boring when it comes to correspondence.

[ginasketch.livejournal.com]

Oh these are people that I'm already in contact with.

I think I scare them off. Its happened twice now.

[hatsumomo.livejournal.com]

Oh ok. Well just look at it as a spot of bad luck. The e-mail thing was unfortunate but I doubt it will taint things forever.

[ginasketch.livejournal.com]

I think I'll go for a walk now. sigh.

Perhaps some sunlight will help.